Do u miss me....!

I want you to miss me There could be fog Or maybe just a mist And inexplicably I'll fade to whiteVanish, and be gone Or it could be nightAnd I'll be darkly dressed,Evading easy definitionAnd as your eye's distractedBy a falling leafI'll merge with restless shadowsAnd be gone Then you will discoverWhat emptiness is A space so hollow Even its own walls are swallowed up A quality of missingSo intenseA lack, a lack Each hour more bottomless than the lastUntil your heart cries out,A howl of forfeiture But it will be nothingAshen silence where I used to singAnd deafness The howl must strike the right resonant frequencyA wail that echoes all to the ends of timeTo fill the gaping void in whole, looping wavelengths From the well of your soul, such lonelinessTo make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame In their convivial packs
Then, only then Might you detect my footprints, indistinct Marking the morning dew fall
Perhaps glimpse a puff of breathin the cold, dawn air You must utterA howl so desolate, it
Jerks you from your sleepTo find me warm beside you on your pillow And you will know how Close you were to the brinkOf the abyss And know what missing is And hold me!!.....Do u miss me!??